*Today the sky is covered in blah, with a dash of ho-hum for good measure.

*The bunny that likes to rest in the azalea outside my door is entertaining a friend today. How charming. There is nothing quite so lovely as a wiggling bunny nose.

*We are best friends with a couple our age. For various reasons, some unknown to me, they are heading toward seperation. I fear that I will not care to continue the friendship with them as individuals. I dread the complexity of it all. Lately I've realized, most of my current friends are really hard work.

*I want to move so badly, it's hard to be happy here. I love North Carolina, my family is here, my friends are here, a lot of my history is here. I want a clean slate, and a snowy winter, and strolls through falling leaves. I want to see other couples like us.

"Please don't think me dull or depressed. Just random thoughts now off my chest" MH